Saturday, 7 January 2012

kita

kita tak lebih dari sekedar kesepakatan,
mendayung bersama entah ke mana...

pagarku berduri, sayang...
pagarmu tak kelihatan
saling mengaduk hati,
saling sembunyi

bosan.
rindu.
datar.
tanjak.
jatuh.
sayang.
benci.
salah.
bahagia.
pura-pura.

aku tak tahu semua, aku tak tahu apa-apa, aku tak tahu diriku, aku tak tahu kamu.

aku tak boleh mau tahu...
karena kita akan berhenti

atau memang aku cuma sendiri?

Monday, 2 January 2012

Feel

Feel, feel.
I want to feel.
But blind is more than not seeing.
Completely blind means lost the feeling.

Was it a real pain,
or merely my perception?
Is it hyperbolic,
or was I indeed that sick?

Feel, feel.
Let me feel.

Tuesday, 13 December 2011

orang kota

senyum dan tawalah tempat terbaik untuk sembunyi,
orang-orang akan menyembuhkan,
dan dirimu sendirilah orang terbaik untuk dibohongi...

Thursday, 1 December 2011

.it would be a good scene


X:
why do you love me? there's nothing special about me. there are many girls out there who are better than me, and want you badly.

Y:
you said love is about finding someone whose weirdness is compatible with yours, right? then, picking you is my stupid brain's weirdness. I just hope it'd be compatible with yours.

Friday, 18 November 2011

mana yang lebih jahat?


sadar bahwa yang kau perbuat adalah jahat, tapi tetap kau lakukan
atau
berbuat jahat dan tak sadar bahwa hal itu jahat?

Saturday, 5 November 2011

Speak Lies To The Moon

Speak to the moon,
Tell it a journey when we flew there and we're in bloom
And tell me only romans in a satire of gloom,
Deaf my ears and blind my eyes to the truths
If it hurts

Lies above you,
Let's just pretend that things are beautiful and true
Though real world ain't forgive us in the noon
But those people are conciously forever swoon
Let it be told

And while the night passes us
The sweat melts dropping doors
Slamming hard to me:

Bridge:
Me and you are not to be true
Why did we start to kiss too deep,
We're in hellish heaven licking each sin
Crawling deep from graves as corpses

Reff:
Speak to the moon,
Tell it a journey when we flew there and we're in bloom
And tell me only romans in a satire of gloom,
Deaf my ears and blind my eyes to the truths
Cause it hurts

Bridge:
Me and you are not to be true
Why did we start to kiss too deep,
We're in hellish heaven licking each sin
Crawling deep from graves as corpses who...

Reff:
Speak to the moon,
Tell it a journey when we flew there and we're in bloom
And tell me only romans in a satire of gloom,
Deaf my ears and blind my eyes to the truths
Cause it indeed... hurts

Adam's Second Eve

Lock me in inutility
This maze is getting dizzy
Liquor and smoke keep it foggy
And should I sorry for being greedy?

Let's get off to other dimension
To where you and I not merely illusion
And we safely drift to self-annihilation
BANG! There the time of instropection

Reff:
You dig a grave for me,
Put us in together, dark sweet and homey
Then put fire for chocolate cookie
Which overblown and burn my body

Bridge:
Oh no lock me in inutility,
Should I say sorry for being greedy?

Oh, let's drift to self-annihilation
So we both could mirrored in instrospection

Reff:
So please make a grave for me
Put us in together, dark sweet and homey
Then put fire for our cookie
Which whill burn each body slowly

So please make a grave for me
Put us in together, dark sweet and homey
Then put fire for our cookie
Which whill burn each body slowly

Coda:
Bang! Have a time of instrospection!
Are we illusion?
End up in annihilation...